When You Question the Reality

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The night was dark. Slow winds graced up fallen leaves strewn across the deserted road. It was midnight. There wasn't a hint of life anywhere other than the sound of footsteps that I heard while returning home. Street lights had painted the night yellow and I had those memories as my sweet companion. Again.

Questions began erupting deep within me. I suddenly found myself in the middle of a storm. May be it was because of the wind that had started to pickup. Maybe.

Judging by the way relationships are crumbling around us, it really sets in the mood for introspection. We think about so many things when a relationship breaks, the why's and the what if's.

It really is a problem when you have to wake up to a whole new world and find that the biggest pillar that was there in your life up until recently, isn't there anymore.

Reality is closer home, with a hugYou feel like there isn't anyone else in this whole wide world who is as unlucky as you are.

After all, you are without something that drives the rain and makes the clouds kiss the earth; you are missing something that makes all the world a brighter place, everyday. You are missing something that the wind sings, when it carries a smell of a thousand blooming flowers in the season of spring.

Yes, you are missing Love..

With every step that takes you forward in your everyday life, you go two steps back to a past which led you nowhere. You may be walking down a road, chatting up with your friend and do nothing else but just hope that the feeling goes away.

But in the end, you can do nothing else but just hope.

No matter where you are, no matter what you do, your mind is right there in your lover's arms, with soothing gentle sea breeze dancing around you two.

You start to hate everything, you question your vision. You believe that the sole purpose of life is to mock at us and tell us how insignificant we are at handling ourselves. And yet you still long to be with your lover, embrace him/her and tell how much you love him/her.

But then suddenly you open your eyes and find out that you were in a dream, a nightmare and are left with nothing else other than the tears of love streaming down through the corner of your eyes.

For a moment, you wished to close your eyes..probably, forever.

Probably.

In the end, the reality bites you

Comments

  1. I am in love......with this blog....
    ..Still thinking what to write. It's one of your best.....No questioning that! Perfect. Just perfect.

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  2. Beautiful post.

    We all go through this emotion in our lives.

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  3. Fantastic post ..very close to my heart ..I feel so emotional and romantic ..your writing is special cause it touches our heart and soul ..as you love to love ..so beautiful :)

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  4. This is so similar to the latest chapter of the novel i posted yesterday, and one of my poems....also one post by Aditya. Duh!!! Sheer telepathy, so many of us thinking about the same thing at the same time.......

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  5. i remember having said to a friend once, who was going through a break-up and asked mee how i managed to cope with mine, "i have tugged my past so close to my heart that my arms are free open to embrace the present"... the past gives us strength to stand erect in our present... not even a zilch of emotion is lost...coz i believe feeling are never lost...they live on forever...following us like a shadow wherever we go...

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  6. Beautiful :)runs smoothly like butter :)muaah loved it :)

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  7. A great post about a wonderful emotion...and we go through this pain at least once in our life time....and that teaches us the value of love I believe...

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  8. interesting and quite beautiful :)

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  9. The way you write is so perfect. Its like reading our own life's book. How can you express emotions so beautifully?

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  10. When you question the reality then , you become the Neo of Matrix ;)

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    http://www.indiblogger.in/indipost.php?post=72607

    Thanks :)

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  11. Beautiful and thought provoking...

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  12. An awesome post, this is! *you are without something that drives the rain and makes the clouds kiss the earth; you are missing something that makes all the world a brighter place, everyday.*
    This was poignant and contained a depth unmatched. Surreal and beautiful! :)
    Keep writing!

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